The voice in me

Our day to day lives seem more like routines. We just get used to the world created around us . Birthed from our choices, whether they were good or bad bu have created our now reality. Despite the norm, from time to time we get overwhelmed emotionally.

Waves of life hit us all different. It’s not always a complete flip like being fired from your job, or divorce, sickness or death, which often take a real toil on us. Sometimes it’s just a random comment from your workmates, church mates, friend or family even, that gives you a realty check. A simple conversation, innocent in all respect, but makes you feel unease. A memory flash than slowly steals your smile. Meeting someone from your past who brings all the scars to light.

Am talking about the small waves that brings to life our unresolved issues. Big or small as long as they steal your peace, they have to be addressed otherwise it’s an opportunity the enemy can always use to beat you down in your game.

For a long time I had not made peace with my past disappointments and people who left me. Yes I went to college, yes I got a job, but in my simingly normal life ,not a day passed without these subtle waves making my whole world tremble.

I realized the lack of peace within myself is actually from my denial to come out of the box and address past hurts. I keep on putting it all aside ,pretending to be OK but really hurting somewhere deep inside. But then again how can I deal with this? I can’t mend back a broken path. I can’t go back in time to attain the so called failed goals or targets, which are probably irrelevant now, though they left a big scar. So how can I?

In my quest to understand this not so talked about fruit of the spirit, I came across an interesting title, PRINCE OF PEACE.

Let’s talk about that in the following posts .

Cheers !