Do you spend more time thinking about the future or the past? Why?
For me it’s neither the past nor the future but rather the imaginary.
I find my past to be quite a burden. It’s a mixture of happy and sad memories. And to be frank, the dark side overshadowing every good experience. The future is full of uncertainty my mind fails to venture into it. My present is where pain and fear converge creating such a hostile state of mind that I find myself drifting into another world all together.
A world where half the things are 100% never going to happen, but because it soothes my soul, I rest there. It’s a place out of time, there is no past there is no future. Some call it daydreaming I call it happy place. My little escape room from the pressures or the real world.
Now that you have read this far, just want to tell you that God loves you. He knows your past, present and future. Nothing can stop Him from loving you. But you can decide not to recieve that love.
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