The voice in me

I don’t know how to feel or what to feel. All I know is I am alive, and I am trying to be present. Am trying to move on. There is a lot of uncertainty waiting for me ahead, new challenges, new obstacles and I don’t even know if I have any strength left in me.

Time and time again all my efforts have been without fruit. But am still standing I guess, but lately I’ve been feeling like a zombie. No expectations, nothing to be excited about, no feelings, (even lost my sense of smell and taste). Just living, no emotions

I have faithed it out I have prayed it out. Even fasted it out. But it seems like I am the one that’s out.

Will this too pass?