The voice in me

If there is one thing often over looked yet probably one of the biggest loophole the enemy uses against us is everything to do with our peace.

Some categories peace into 3 aspects. Namely * psychological peace (internal, you and your own thoughts or mindset ), *relational (you and the people around you,family ,friends etc.) ,*lastly spiritual ( you and God).

And all these three areas are the centers of which our lives are affected the most.

I for one know that I fall in two if not all of those categories where my peace is swallowed up almost everyday.

Are you at peace with yourself? Are you at peace with those around you? Are you at peace with God?

If you can’t find peace where you are ,do you think you will find peace where you wish to be?

Peace ! Something you and I need .

Cheers !

Tried looking for the definition and the one that sounded right mentioned something about being free from conflict, internally and externally. Ofcoz I paraphrased it.

Sounds a little unrealistic though . I for one know that I have never been without conflict. Be it trying on a new hairstyle, after getting it, still feel like it was the worst decision. Just 1 week into making a decision, I start doubting my every move. Was even thinking of not continuing with the blog. All am saying it I don’t remember a time I had no internal or external conflict. Am always fighting something in my head. All my years of knowing God and serving him could it be that I have never known peace.

Do you have peace ?

I have a voice of my own

But I can’t take this stage

Something I got to release

But something keeps holding me back

Hiding away from my deepest desire

Never had the courage to be who I want to be

Trying hard to keep this image

But the inner me keeps fighting

I got to be heard !I got to be heard !

So I keep writing ,but to whom?

My readers don’t seem to exist

So afraid to go out there

Too much criticism and judgment

The sea of knowledge is already flooded

Even if I try, there seem to be no room for me

Never the less I keep writing, but to whom

My readers don’t even know I exist. !!!

Am back again to reality. Had a great time alone on my solo trip. Sounds weird but I do enjoy my solitude.

I had to pause a little from my confusing not so motivating life to just find myself, yet alone find God. There was no electrifying feeling or burning bush encounter. It was just me the sun, the open waters and beach sand. I didn’t get any mountain high revelations, but the calm scenario just reminding me to be still.

Though I got distracted at some point I think I still had a lovely time with myself and my king. Reflected upon the year. The good, the bad, all the things am grateful for, all the times God pulled through. Went through my prayer book, noting the answered prayers and the still to be answered prayers. I got to remind myself where I was ,spiritually, financially, career wise and tried mapping where I want to be at in future. Can’t say it wasn’t worth it.

Anyway may as well introduce the content for the month

January

topic: PEACE

Question: there are too many churches now with different beliefs and doctrines, how do I know which one to follow?

Cheers !