The voice in me

Am reading the book of Job. A thought hit me while reading chapter 27. My bible,Kings James version has a heading that reads; Job:Iam innocent.

At this time his friends were somehow telling him he was evil and should repent because all these bad things were happening as a result of his wickedness before God. But he kept on denying it. He didn’t curse God alright, but also he did not doubt his position as well.

Right now as Christians so many things happen to us. I will speak for myself. When bad things happen to me I start to even doubt my position in Christ. Though am saved by grace but there are situations that can make me feel like I don’t even deserve the grace.  And I may have doubted my salvation. Certain situations that make it looks like God ain’t there and what’s happening to me is the opposite of what should happen since am saved. And I end up thinking maybe am not what I think I am.

Am I the only one like this ? Does anyone else out there understand what am trying to say.