I find my voice .
The voice in me
beyond measure
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I find my voice .
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Its like a super power
Find myself living out of the boundaries of the clock.
Its like my secrete portal to another realm altogether
And in that real, time does not exist.
It will just be me, and my sphere of creation
Such is the mind of a creative
Or so I think
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Of Couse who else dear reader. I would love to have you over for dinner, give you the honor to be my long awaited guest. I would take the opportunity to listen to your story and hear about how life’s journey has landed you where you are. I would be interested to listen to all the untold stories you so wish to share. laugh with you as you relive your happy funny moments and cry with you through the bitter patches of history. All of that over a nice 7 color meal, prepared with love.
Would also take the opportunity to tell you about my Jesus.
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Christian faith is actually based on this, but its not talked about much, but our hope is based on having to meet the creator ,and be with him forever, having life in its abundance .
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I love the space I am in, mentally. Am finding myself turning to God for literally everything, and He has been showing up each time. He is my safe place. Each time am hurting and I call to Him He is sending the help that I need. Each time am afraid , He reminds me that He is with me. I honestly don’t know how else I can ever live this life without Him.
I cant say my journey with God has always been like this. Had to deal with some trust issues and self doubts for me to get to where I am. To think that He has been patient enough for me to understand. Still is patient with me because there are still a lot of things that need to be worked on me.
There is no place I would rather be, than in the hands of the Sovereign King, loving father, and very present help in times of need.
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Not as easy as I thought.
Leaving the known , the familiar, the support, to face the world with nothing but a pair of wings determined to carry me higher, despite the forces around.
Spreading my wings, allowing the current to carry me along. the first step being the hardest as its a leap of faith. Will I be able to take off, will my wings sustain me, will I survive the strong winds that will be blowing against me.
Either way, its time to TAKE FLIGHT.
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One favorite thing about me is how comfortable I am with myself, in solitude. I won’t find it boring being alone, in my own space for the whole day or even week.
Am not afraid of my thoughts or having nothing fun to do. Well for someone who is not much a fan of movies, am telling you there is so much to do to keep the mind engaged, productive and free from stress.
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I guess am not part of those lucky people who find a niche and set their roots there. For me, where ever I find myself at, I put my heart and soul only in that moment.
Everyone’s journey in this life is different. My journey, things are always changing. sometimes I feel like am all over the place. I love writing, I kind of love my job sometimes and I also enjoy being creative here and there. But to say am passionate, I will feel too attached, of which have learnt a bitter lesson to never attach myself so strongly to anything. Perhaps its something I have to heal from. So I do what needs to be done giving it my all, but once its over, I move on.
Though I must say, I am kind of learning to be attached to my faith. Maybe we can say am passionate about God. I don’t know if that cuts it.
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I couldn’t even name one thing. Some of us are trying to run away from survival mode, there hasn’t been much room for luxury.
LIFE LESSONS HAVE PROVED THAT ONE CAN LIVE WITHOUT.
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I wish I could talk to someone about this. But of late I realized no one cares enough to listen. we are all too busy with our lives.
Today, I had mini breakdown. Its crazy how my feelings about something can do a 180 degree flip in less than 24 hrs. The way I was super exited about my current move and being part of a new team, I was literally in cloud 9. However today , somewhere down the line I got swallowed up by quite a number of things. Made a number of mistakes, Made a few questionable decisions, kind or overstepped what I thought was my standard of values for my profession, had unsatisfied clients, and to make it worse I encountered challenging situations which needed to be addressed by me, or maybe I should say, still need to be addressed by me. I felt alone and lost. Began doubting myself if can I handle this. it felt like its better to just quit.
So in these moments of unease, self doubt and fear of the future, am learning to just trust God to lead me. He brought me this far and its definitely for a reason. I just pray to be aligned to His will. But I do wish I could vent it out, or maybe I just did, but there is no one to respond.
The voice in me 