The voice in me

I wish I could talk to someone about this. But of late I realized no one cares enough to listen. we are all too busy with our lives.

Today, I had mini breakdown. Its crazy how my feelings about something can do a 180 degree flip in less than 24 hrs. The way I was super exited about my current move and being part of a new team, I was literally in cloud 9. However today , somewhere down the line I got swallowed up by quite a number of things. Made a number of mistakes, Made a few questionable decisions, kind or overstepped what I thought was my standard of values for my profession, had unsatisfied clients, and to make it worse I encountered challenging situations which needed to be addressed by me, or maybe I should say, still need to be addressed by me. I felt alone and lost. Began doubting myself if can I handle this. it felt like its better to just quit.

So in these moments of unease, self doubt and fear of the future, am learning to just trust God to lead me. He brought me this far and its definitely for a reason. I just pray to be aligned to His will. But I do wish I could vent it out, or maybe I just did, but there is no one to respond.