The voice in me

It had been a very trying season. I was lost , heavily discouraged and couldn’t see the light ahead.

My teenage self was sinking in self doubt, loneliness and a deep sense of being a failure.  I remember this day so well. Crying in my bed alone and no one knew of my internal turmoil.

But all of a sudden,  I felt my atmosphere changing.  It was as if a warm blanket wrapped around me. My tears dried and a deep sense of peace came from nowhere. 

This had never happened to me before and I havnt experienced it again since then. But in that moment, it left like God was letting me know that He was there with me. He was holding me and that I shouldn’t worry. He was telling me that” Hey ,I love you, am here for you. Don’t cry.”

I felt known,I felt like I mattered and I felt loved.