Been asking myself so many questions and I can’t seem to find the answers. In a volatile state, anything can happen and everything can change. It’s a very uncomfortable position to be and it’s all because of these questions. Questions I have to face in order to move forward. Career, faith, any many other life choices are all putting me in the hot seat.
The big question however is am I diving into deeper matters that have to be resolved or I have reered off into the deep dark woods am not supposed to be in the first place.
Not that it’s taking away my peace, but I sure do feel off balance as each choice can significantly transform everything and the effects will echo years into the future.
Should I change my career or not?
Should I start the business or not?
Should I quit my job or not ?
Should I migrate to a different country again or not?
Should I consider dating again or not (been 2 years now)?
Should I go back to school or not?
How do people decide what they want really? I can’t even tell if I enjoy what I do . My mind has always been trained to do what am supposed to do. The aspect of loving or enjoying is rather strange to me. I studied school so that I could pass and proceed. I went to college because it was expected of me that was the only road map. Now am working because I have to start taking care of myself as a grown up. Am supposed to do all these.
Read somewhere that people tend to find their niche when they answer the golden question ‘If there were no limitations what would you love to do?’ Well I don’t know.
Help a sister out.
The voice in me 
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