The voice in me

Daily writing prompt

What do you wish you could do more every day?

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I can’t think of nothing else than getting out of my bubble and talking to people more.

Please am not antisocial. I wish I could be around people, be heard and be seen, and engage with others more. I wish I could smile all day and be as joyful and pleasant to be around.

But I RUN OUT so fast, after a few sentences I just don’t know what else to do or say. Inside will be a battle, did I say the right thing? ,Do they look offended? Am I in the right flow with them. What else can I say that can be of interest? Believe me, so many questions, too much pressure, I quickly get drained hence I choose silence as its peaceful.

I have tried to get out of my shelf but, each time I get bruised and come running back into my safe zone. but I do wish I could get to socialize more, it seem like a fun thing to do, am just not fun enough or interesting enough, or perhaps just don’t know how to.