Am completely comfortable with my body. Barely over the underweight mark according to BMI calculations. But I think my relationship with food has to change at some point. Its a love hate situation.
Often when asked, what’s your favorite meal, or snack, my brain literally goes blank. I used to hate cooking, let alone eating. Perhaps its the fact that my appetite is easily affected by many things, silly things even, things that wont make sense to an average human. Examples, if there is a crowd or family gathering of more than 10 people, the last thing on my mind is eating. If I see the way food is being prepared and it doesn’t sit well with me, I wont eat. if I get pissed off , or am sick, or its just a blue day, I wont eat. Too tired , or too hungry, wont eat, too excited , wont eat, too busy, wont eat. There will be times am craving something, in particular, or hungry for a specific thing, and if I don’t find it or its too expensive, then that’s it, I won’t eat. TALK ABOUT CRAZY!
Then there are times, I get inspired from watching cooking videos or channels. Its like a switch is flipped, and all of a sudden, I become a world class chef who is a foodie. But these are just rare moments.
If there is ever a thing i can improve, it would be my eating habits.
Perhaps should also be concerned about how am feeding my soul too. You know reading more of the word of God. For all I know , I could also be barely with in the recommended BMI spiritually, if there is ever such a thing.
The voice in me 
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