The voice in me

Needless to say, following God is not a walk in the park. We are often told we must die to oneself and follow Christ. Might not literally mean physical death but sometimes the things you have to do certainly feels like dying alright.

The hardest decision I had to make was to let go of a love that meant everything to me. Simply because it did not please God , neither was it in alignment with His word.

What made it even harder is the fact that every part of me felt like I should stay . Not only that, I did not have a promise that anyone else would come. It felt like this is what my heart wanted. It felt right loving the person. However on going back to the word of God, I could not argue my case against the Holy scriptures. I had to let go.

This made me have conflicts within myself, questioning whether God’s will is for us to always suffer, lose everything that means the most to us and get nothing in return for it. I questioned if I was even interpreting the word of God right.

I guess chosing the narrow path is the hardest decision one can make , as it will be a real battle against your own desires over something you may not even fully comprehend .