The voice in me

The past few weeks I have been having a pretty hard time. Sleepless nights, random meltdowns, headaches, loneliness, you name it all.

I thought trying to find myself and love myself was going to be easy. Didn’t realise I was carrying so much baggage, so much hurt and confusion. I realized how much I didn’t know myself at all as a person. I had become so laid back that I nolonger had an opinion of my own of who I am and what I want.

Moving forward from here is not going to be easy.  I got to make calculated moves. In as much as life is mysterious and full of surprises I have to prepare atleast for what it will cost me to be a better version of my self.

I am at a break of a new beginning. Even if I don’t have it figured out, one way or the other I trust He will lead me to where am supposed to be.

So before we build into the future will take some time to evaluate what it gonna cost.

Cheers!